I'm from a place where people don't believe things like mental illness, coz "everyone goes through it, it's normal you are not the only one" and I know! I know but that's not the point! I've been a person who avoids problems, I get easily anxious about things and avoid doing it all together. For as long as I know, I've been like this and only recently did I realise that not everyone feels this. I thought this was due to my introverted personality or my reluctance to take any risks. Also, There is nothing that i like to do as a fun activity. I enjoy staying in my room and reading manga, manwha whole day long, I'd rather not talk to people altogether. I've no other desires. And I thought this was normal. I still think this is normal idk. So basically I want to know if there is indeed something wrong with me or is it just in my head? You see I've a lot od friends, I'm not necessarily sad or happy. I simply exist and I feel I don't have a purpose to live.
TW I felt this on a whole new level- my mom told me she didn't believe me when I said my uncle *played* with me and now I keep everything to myself regardless of how bad it is... reply
i relate to this way too much and i might just be biased but i think this is normal, i mean a lot of people avoid their problems, get super anxious, and stuff like that reply
Wait omg this kind of describes me too??
Maybe your just uprepared or not thinking about your life ahead, your just kinda living in the moment y'know?? Thats pretty normal to not know yourself fully.
Your introverted personality is probably one of the causes though lmao. 1 reply