Lmfao i will try again i guess

I literally tried making friends on mangago like joining conversations and their discord stuffs, but one day i suddenly turn off cause i was like bored and it lasted like 3 months and so it felt like i ghosted them (wait i think i really ghosted them tho...) idk but to be honest till now i'm afraid of going back talking like "ayy y'all how u doin?!", i'm afraid they will think i'm someobe who only chat up with strangers to spend my time fast.