Want to but im poor

I wanted to join clubs but like every clubs has this membership payment or you need to buy materials, equipments etc to do things and as a poor neglected student who is only given exact or less fare money with many school projects or payments to save up (there are days I don’t go to school just so i could use my fare for school proj bc my parents prioritised my older siblings who studied in private expensive universities, and my male younger siblings who studied in private expensive elem schools leaving me with scraps of scraps in public school)

I chose the go home club.