a rant sorry

i can't take a shit, my head hurts, had a borderline fight, offended someone and I apologized for it because I know what I did was wrong but I still feel like shit fuck n why are all the shittines clumped inside me instead of getting out like srsly gtfo
I'm not even sure if I can complain without burdening someone or making them feel like they had it hard because although they did had it hard I still feel like I've got the right to complain but their mindset is getting on me and is slowly eating me like I'm one step closer to being fully convinced that I've got nothing to complain because there are people out there who did had it worse and I'm also this close from getting myself get truck-kunned by a truck just to get isekaid in a world where I became a fucking ignorant, and happy, and a blissful commoner princess who was oddly getting the special treatment from the royal family except the crown prince's fiance

here have a fucking cookie because you fucking deserve it