I'm hungry

Its 11:50pm and i have school tomorrow. I'm depressed and my friend is presenting her speech in our class tomorrow. I dont know if i am going to pass the 10th grade because im failing my ap human geography class and we only have like 12 days left of school. The seniors did their prank today and brought a bouncy house to school and it was raining all day yesterday. They went swimming in the muddy water after it stopped raining. They wrote "liberals suck" in chalk in the parking lot. They waved trump flags around. It was pretty funny. They threw a water balloon at my sisters car.
I have my script memorized for my speech on thursday but i know i'll screw it up. i always do. This really beautiful girl keeps talking to me for some reason and I've liked her since 8th grade, so its getting me all flustered. I want to ask her out but everyone says shes straight, despite the stereotypical lesbian things i notice about her. Its so hard to tell these days i was getting mad bisexual vibes from her but apparently i was wrong. Somethings screwed up in my gaydar.
I want nutella. but when my mom buys a big jar for all of us its only once in a while because i eat all of it in about 2 days. and then im sad again because i ate all the nutella and i want more nutellla. why is nutella a drug? Why are hawaiian rolls a drug? why are animal crackers a drug? bruh i love animal crackers so much.
Why is Harry Hook so hot? Why is Hook from once upon a time so hot? I dont understand. Why do i fall for fictional men but the moment i'm back in reality i realize if any of the male characters i love in shows were real, i'd probably date only one and it would be Takumi Usui from Maid Sama.
My friend i know from not from school sat near me at lunch, and he and his friends were sitting around. and then suddenly a girl just my type came by him and im very offended he didnt introduce me to her. I see him every friday so imma ask him about it.
and obviously the girl i want to ask out is not the girl that is my type. i have a very specific type, and the only thing the girl i have a crush on has that fits that criteria is the feminity but not even so much that. She has been pretty athletic to memory.
Anyway i dont know what this was im just really tired and procrastinating and feel like typing but feel like typing nonsense with no real meaning to it instead of whatever the fuck my teachers posted in google classroom
why does everyone i meet online think i am a male? i dont understand, even on like omegle or something everyone always ask me if i am a girl or a boy and im like "a girl" and they dont beleive me. what is up with that
my english is not working today i am so illiterate
i know sssniperwolf is lowkey against the lgbt community but she is exactly my type so i dont know what to tell you imma keep watching her videos
i want to be a voice actor but my mom wont even give me a chance to start up now so if i ever make a cartoon on youtube like i want to i'll make a post about it and maybe get a big following from literally you guys on this illegal website how sad is that?
my brain is breaking. its almost my best friends death anniversary, and i asked my parents if i could eat a whole cake and cry in front of his grave but they said its not a celebration. im not eating it to celebrate im eating it to put my stress and depression into an object, my teeth, my mouth, to my stomach, like calm your tits mommm
its 12 am
i am still very hungry

i cant sleep its 4ammm
i gotta be somewhere tomorrow
i dont wanna go out tomorrow
fuck my thoughts
i think too much
i think too muchhhhh

i love that song its by girl in red if anyone wants to listen to it its pretty good here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ub82Xb1C8os its really good its called 4am

anyway im still hungry







































and for those of you who havent clicked that youtube link, i am proud of you. for those of you who did, i'm very surprised at your actions and will be laughing at your face with clown makeup on and the red setting on your LED lights at 4am like it said in the "song" i just sent you, and i will tell your alexa to wake you up with the sound your school bell makes when it tells you to go to your next classes every day and put a parental lock on it so you can here it everyday. and then i will yell as loud as i can and/or laugh in your face.

















and for those of you who just scrolled to the bottom because it was too long, if you go actually read it i put a link to girl in reds new song that came out today on youtube if you havent seen it you need to its so good heres the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izswlJhLdFc


















and for those of you who clicked both links, i hope i have annoyed you for life. anyways, you should all be in bed anyway im sure its 7am and you havent slept in a year ok. heres some soothing music to go to sleep to like deadass serious this time go tf to sleep. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLVQ2LVN1tA its a great song

ok wait thats the wrong link heres the right link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqhLSJko_6A this one will actually put you to sleep trust me i love this one




For those of you who clicked the last link and only the last link, im proud of you and you are the only ones im proud of because you are most likely asleep by now due to how soothing his voice is.

heres some weird pictures for you to enjoy https://www.demilked.com/stock-photos-weird-funny-wtf/


and a picrew
https://picrew.me/image_maker/16952

Im still hungry if anyone wants to ship nutella over to me that'll be great my address is 42069 Up Your Asshat Asshole Lane

I love coffee i find it so weird that it comes from beans

ok last one last one last one i promise https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQrKMmxqp2M






















haha you thought i got one more and then im going to bed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-tLr7vONmc

ok PEACE!


also i want nutella.