Talking myself becomes a habit to me

Of course,I did. I'm kind of like who doesn't used to express emotions in outside and always feels insecure whenever I took a move.So, I accustomed to cover feelings up and talks to myself whenever I feel alone.I did try to console myself in this way.I have a feeling that someone inside me is the only true friend of mine who's comforting me. It has been since my childhood. Oh Well, my family don't know I'm being like that xD. If they did,I believe they'd send me to see a doctor and let me stay under a treatment :3