I think i have this thing called "second-hand suicide" Its when you wanna die but your too scared to do it yourself so you let someone or something else do it for you, like letting nature take its course I just want nature to take me so that way my parents or my friends don't have to feel like they could've changed something I may have lost my will to live but i refuse to be the reason someone else loses theirs
the most realistic way ive thought of this happening was to walk out on streets hoping for a car to crash into me. havent gotten desperate enough to try it yet. reply
