I asked him out

We're kinda close friends and He's too much of a nice guy to outright tell me "no, I don't wanna hang out with you alone". He kept making excuses and he one day he asked me if I was free and then proceeded to invite me to hang out.... With a group of friends.
To see a movie. and then telling me he's to leave directly after that to see his friends
he not only didn't have the guts to reject me, he asked me if we could hang out in a group, and gave me as clear of an answer to my feelings I can ever get, indirectly.
ngl I haven't felt this hurt in a long time haha I bawled my eyes out and I feel like shit rn. He liked my friend and I just thought to myself shit what does she have that I don't? Then my insecurities started to consume me.
well, fuck.
at least I don't have to see him for a month. Ah, he has a girlfriend, we didn't do anything, but I guess I had this coming for even liking a dude who has a gf.

Thanks if you've read everything guys. I feel really shitty rn hahaha