Friends
I had two friends for 15 years. One of them were so kind and she actually stayed and she just understood me better.
The other friend was kinda harder. We all switched schools and when I told I got bullied by my new class. She asked why I told her about it. She can’t do anything about it.
I just wanted to tell something about me and how’s my life is going and she thinks I expect her to solve my problems. I knew at that moment I lost a good friend.
The kind one is still with me and she is the best. She is like an angel and I lover her so much
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And one among my two frnds made two assignments one for my ex bstie and for my other frnd. And I wasn't that surprised or anything as I was pretty studious myself that I never cared for these things but I kinda knew about them .. ( y'know I was more like.. emotionally insensitive at that time but now I'm.. not exactly like my past self.. but I'm trying to be like my past unbothered self now ) .. I haven't changed much but when ever think about my old experiences I always .. feel like a victim. But now I don't mind as I don't give much imp to .. ppl in general. ( As eng is my second language there might be phrases that may .. not be entertained by natives so I apologise for it)
We have a library hour where we go to the library and read some books, there were no chairs there so we sat in the ground .. but my ex bstie sat in middle of my other two frnds and started to have a conversation excluding me the whole hour was me just reading a book and then talking till this day ..idk why she did that to ..and there were many occasions where they would go outside without telling me after lunch and i'd sit inside the class doing my hw .
Oh, been there and I totally get it. I was someone who used talk every single thing.. to my friend, believing she wouldn't judge me or anything as 1 year passed by and we were in 8th grade , we made some friends and mind you at start of the academic year she was the one who analysed the class and the students in there and told me theres no one befitting to be our frnd as they are all untrustworthy.. ( I was like " why is she talking like this out of nowhere?" .. this actually was the red light.. and I should've cut ties with her then and there.. but y'know as evryone I gave her a chance , later ..I made few frnds , ( actually I kinda knew them bcuz both of them used to be my classmates but we weren't exactly close ) and obvsly my so called bestie would also interact with them and we four started to hang out.. until things started to get weird.