Impulse control go brrr
Why do people like me better when I’m unhinged?
I don’t like me better when I’m like that, I always end up embarrassing myself.
Yet people always think of me as just the life of the party or some clown that can be the butt of their joke.
I always either end up overthinking, being way to shy, and not having good connections with other people, or I don’t think at all, overshare, and have shallow connections with other people.
Why can’t I ever just have a good balance?