How?

So here's the thing, i'm a yaoi & yuri lover and it's not that i want hetero couples to disappear just like how homophobes want all lgbt+ to stop being their selves (cuz that's how i see it) but i just cringe soooo muuuuch when i want to watch a movie or series because of the amazing plot especially the "Girl from nowhere" series BUT all the relationships or affairs or couples there are straight....like it's not that i want it to be gay (i mean maybe you can) but it's really hard for me to watch it, and the thing is i really love the series so i can't bring my self to drop it. I didn't say i hate straight couples cuz if your straight then your straight, no one has the rights to tell you what you want just like how everyone can choose their own happiness but it's just that i cringe a lot when i watch straight movies

Well actually watching straight movies makes me realise that the gay world has taken over me cuz i can't have any butterflies on my stomach on watching hetero couple kiss anymore, gay couples are the only one that can make me my heart flutter now, not even my suitor (i don't have any nga pala)