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Hello I was one of the people involved, and first of all I want to say that @ryo didn’t make any rape jokes, kags didn’t either and method has nothing to do with this, I made the joke, and for that I want to apologize once again(I have apologized before and I’d like to apologize to people personally hurt by what I said). I joined the server just to troll, as fruity loops has hurt and angered me with her posts(just to not I am NOT defending myself with this statement), I said stuff I didn’t mean or think to purposely annoy her which was very childish of me, then I said that “women are disgusting”, as I’ve seen her posts about how much she hated women(I’m a woman myself) and she agreed and started saying stuff like lesbians are masculine and straight women are feminine among other stuff, which angered me even more, so I sent the rape joke, and yes I am a rape victim and it most certainly doesn’t excuse my actions, back then I was too angry to rethink my decision of sending that text, or to think at all. Not even 5 minutes later I realized how insensitive and terrible I was, so I apologized, multiple times, I apologized in the general chat, I later apologized to @duckyyy(also in general chat) addressed @erectile dysfunction’s concern that I was using my sa experience to excuse my behavior, and I told them that I was going to take accountability for my mistake and that my sexual assault doesn’t matter in this situation because I was still insensitive and disrespectful, although fruity loops wasn’t ok with that(which is completely understandable I’m at fault here), I was ready to dm her and everybody that I’ve hurt with my claim, and to work it out, my behavior was disgusting and I know that. Even though I strongly dislike her it doesn’t change the fact that I crossed the line, I think dragging mangago into this situation was unnecessary. I sincerely apologize once again and I completely understand if y’all will come to hate me, or won’t forgive me.