This is getting tiring
Sorry guys I know this isn't a good platform for this but this site has healed my soul in so many ways with the manga and people here who shares the same interest as me.
SCREAM WITH ME GUYS!
A FRUSTRATING SCREAM AFTER LOSSING OPPORTUNITIES AND THE STRESS OF THE CHOICES YOU MAKE. JUST SCREAM IT OUT AND LET IT OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM SO THAT YOUR MIND GETS STRAIGHTENED OUT AND YOUR BODY RELAX A LITTLE SO YOU CAN GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE !!
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GAAHHHHHHHH!! LORD HELP ME IM GETTING TIRED OF THIS SHIT IM DOING!! BEING LAZY THEN REGRETS IT. CHOOSING THINGS THEN DOUBT IT FOREVER! GOSH DARN IT ME, GET IT TOGETHER!! JUST KEEP ON GOING AND DO EVERYTHING THE BEST YOU CAN AND MAKE GOOD DECISIONS AND STICK WITH THEM!! YOU CAN DO THIS, DONT GIVE UP, AND JUST DO IT GUDDAMIT!!
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Aight now imma scream too
I HATE THAT I CANT EVEN NOTICE THAT PEOPLE LOVE ME TILL ITS TO LATE. I HATE THAT I HURT PEOPLE WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING. I HATE THAT I CANT LOVE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM. I THAT I THINK THAT THE ONLY WAY TO RELIEVE MY STRESS AND HATRED TOWARDS MYSELF IS TO PUSH AWAY THE ONES I LOVE MOST. I HATE THAT I CANT GET MY LAZY ASS UP AND HELP MY LOVED ONES. I HATE THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT GIVE UP. I HATE THAT I HAVE NO COURAGE TO TELL THE ONE I LOVE THAT I LOVE THEM. I ALSO HATE THAT MY WANT TO HELP THE SUFFERING PEOPLE THAT I COME ACROSS MAKES ME DEPRESSED BECAUSE I CANT TAKE MY OWN ADVICE. Thank you for giving me the chance to scream thank you .
Gurl first of all if he couldn’t notice that u loved him he don’t deserve you. I know that this is none of my business but u can’t be hard on yourself because he can’t notice how u feel even if u he can’t even notice your feelings I get you love him and I respect that sooooo much but if he doesn’t notice then find someone else that u love and that notices you. Someone who doesn’t notice your flaws or even loves them someone who loves you for who u are. Again I know this ain’t my business and I’m less then half your age but u should just try to fins someone who truly loves you and if u don’t want to and spend your life being sad then u won’t be living ur life to the fullest. I really hope that u find someone who u love and who loves u back no matter what
oops this was a reply to @Lady Luck
There's this guy I love. But I can only dream about him, because he has a girlfriend, in fact they've been together for a while now, he visits her family for Christmas and such. She's pretty, cute and smart, I heard, also French. All French women I know are pretty, stylish, chique and very strong. He is georgeus, handsome, sweet and smart, they are a perfect match. Nothing like me. They say I'm smart, but am I really? I'm fucking 30, single, can't even put a nice makeup on and keep making stupid mistakes and find myself in awkward situations all the time because I can't handle them. Can't think of any values I have that would be relevant or even slightly attractive to a potential partner. I always find myself falling for unavailable guys, have I got a fucking radar or what? And I always find out later, but not too late, thank heavens. Apparently I'm "the second one" material, a fun distraction, be it from marriage or a relationship. But not this time, I'm not even that. He's my boss now (wasn't when we met) and not a chance of anything happening, he's a professional who would never allow himself anything like a work romance (or any other). And there's noone I can tell this story to - people are either involved (and I don't want them to know) or not that close to talk to like that. So look at me, writing this here, to a bunch of strangers, most of them half my age. Don't ever become me. Steer through your life better, don't cry over your lives being pathetic and lonely. You can do better than that.