my story ig

so uh idk if i should share this here but there's this guy i really liked back at first grade, I'll tell u i was super obsessed w him lmao I even have bad thoughts when a girl approaches him but im very shy so i don't talk to him lol i don't even know why i acted like that when i was a kid.. and eventually he also likes me lol and after a few years im in sixth grade and no one ever confessed or anything lmao so uh yea but everyone in my class knows he likes me but idk if other knows that i like him to because i always denies it and at the end of sixth grade eventually she liked another girl. not mad abt it tho but just upset because it was my best friend's friend doesn't really matter because i never told anyone that i liked him too and now im in high school i always dreamed abt him like it's been years so im wondering why i suddenly dreams abt him like every fucking night.. i am also very happy in my dreams i dont get it TF I DON'T LIKE HIM IT'S ALREADY BEEN YEARS AAAAAA