I have two tattoos

I have a tattoo of a crow and a blue jay bird fighting, this symbolizes the good and bad, how sometimes in our life time, in my lifetime, you choose to follow the retaliation and rebellion side of the story. In my time, during the years I had suffered from a lost, and they gave me a way towards negative thoughts, and some times those negative thoughts were so powerful, I was rebel against every one and therefore, commit bad things, nothing too bad like robbing etc, but they were still bad.

My second one is on the bottom of my thumb, a tattoo of small cross that I rub when I feel nervous, overwhelmed, sad, scared, helpless, etc.