Pov: you're a serial killer

Ok so my target would be people with families, any gender. I would take them into my house and sanitize everything, wear a hazard suit. Put them in the bathtub and wash their entire bodies, shaving everything. I would then sit them naked on a clean chair wrapped in sealer and begin painting their entire body white. Then I would decorate them as clowns. I would put a red wig on their head, paint red hearts around their eyes, give them snake eye contacts, paint their lips green, give them green and black nail polish, tattoo knives and hanging ropes all over their bodies. Then I would dress them up in lacy black and white suits. Then I would cut their feet off, then up to their knees, then up to their hips, then up to their chest, then their arms, then their neck. I would put each individual body part into separate boxes and mail them from a random address to their family. And while I am cutting them up, I would record their screams and after they are dead, I would put those recordings into a build-a-bear, and send that bear to their families with the body parts so when they play the recording, they can hear their dying shrieks of agony and pain hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha