SA

Social anxiety fucks. Ordering food in a counter terrifies me, meeting my friends’ friends terrifies me. Meeting other people terrifies me. Even walking in a crowded place terrifies me. I envy my friends, they can go socialize wherever they want, unlike me who locks herself in her room doing nothing but asks myself how the fck am I scared on socializing?! Like even when I’m talking to my friends, sometimes I stutter, I can’t find the words that I’m supposed to be saying. When you want to go socialize but your freaking anxiety stops you to do it. Then when you inform your family/friends about your anxiety, there they go, laughing their asses off, thinking that it’s just a joke. Social anxiety is NOT a joke.