Haven't really experienced, and will never ever get to

He's really nice and my type of guy, we WERE classmates and hung out and play around even helping eachother. But before I started falling for him, I already knew that he was in love with one of my best friends, and that best friend is also in love with him, and they both know that their feelings is the same. And sometimes...he does things TO ME that must be done to your crush, like he kept holding my hand and carressing it, admiring my hair and patting me, I mean HE EVEN BUYS ME FOOD ALL THE TIME, AIN'T THAT AWESOME???!?. There are all sorts of things he did to me and that's how I fell for him, but...ever since we got seperated and he became classmates with his crush, he didn't talk to me anymore and would ignore me, wouldn't even greet me. So I did the same thing bc maybe he felt annoyed of me and until now (the story happened last year) he hangs out and do those things to his crush now. Haha I fell in love ASSUMING that he catched me, I've never had the courage to confess coz at the slightest miracle, I knew that I could never stand a chance to my Pretty and with a Kind personality best friend...It still pains me but I think If he's happy then it's all good? Haha