do any of yall miss an ex or something

I miss him a lot. We were friends for about 5yrs and I have so many memories with him. We dated for almost 2years; we broke up because we're too busy building our own careers at the moment. And though we're still friends, I really can't count on him as much as before (like when we're really just good friends) because it feels kind of awkward to treat him that way again after everything that happened between us. I don't regret parting ways tho, since we need the time to grow. Freedom is bittersweet ╥﹏╥