midnight though

i sleep more thank anything but i never get enough sleep, i don’t have any motivation to do things some ask me what i want to do for my future what is my future plan or is their anything i’m gonna do to support myself they ask me but i don’t know, i don’t what to do i don’t know what to think, i just don’t know... am i just ungrateful human being or just ignorant girl with a bad personality well i guess i’m i can’t do anything properly and when i’m trying it’s become more messy deep inside i want to learn alot of things tbh but i don’t have courage or motivation because i’m tired of living i just want to stay in some quiet place and sleep there forever