Honestlyyyy

Ngl, I feel like my mom hates me AF, cause like im always the one forgotten when clearly I requested first, And Im always being shout at for doing nothing, She makes me feel like a bad influence to my older sisters, She always makes me do something when Im free, And when I ask something she'd just leave me and do something else, And then When I decide to go to another country with my step-mom and dad, She will be telling me she wouldn't miss me or smth, then at night she would cry, Btw im not the oldest child im the youngest one, I think she doesn't want me to go, But honestly I kind of hate being here in her arms So i really dont know what to do