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so recently I got into a fight w/ my friend on discord because of a bot, while we were fighting I was "overthinking" things like "should I say sorry?" "should I just give her all my money?" "Should I stop being friends with her?" "should I just disappear from the internet?" "Should I give her all my money then delete my account?".Later on, she kicked me from her server then I kicked her from mine and left the server I technically made but she owned. then I unfriended her and blocked her since it seemed like she didn't like me, before i blocked her she told me she hated me twice which made me feel disgusting. I thought it would be better to talk to my other friends to try and get my mind off of the fight. Last year(2020) I ran away from my problems. Sometimes i wish things could go back to how it used to be, active, happy, confident, quiet, unproblematic. My stomach hurts, my head is aching, I feel like throwing up, I feel like a mess. I'm sorry im such a bad person,I'm sorry i have trust issues,I'm sorry im no longer unproblematic,im sorry that im selfish,I'm sorry that im ugly, I'm sorry that im dumb,im sorry that this is so cringy,im sorry that I'm venting, I'm sorry I'm weird, im sorry your reading this, im sorry,im so fucking sorry. Am i okay?is this normal?do i have a mental illness?do i need therapy?Should i take a break from the internet?Should I stop pretending im fine?? This is so dumb.

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koa 22 04,2021

You're not a bad person, mate. You're just going through a really bad time. Besides, that friend of yours wasn't trying to resolve anything. I don't believe you're in the wrong, just please calm down, so you can rethink the entire situation. Okay? (: reply

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ScribblyG 22 04,2021

What you need to do first is some breathing exercises, you are a having a type of attack, most likely an anxiety one, mind you im no therapist, but it wouldnt be a bad idea to get a real one. Yes, i believe you should take a break from SOCIAL media, like discord, insta, the likes, take a breather from the drama, maybe not ALL of internet like this ...... reply

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um- 22 04,2021

Mm, i mean, damn, idk how to help you, i suck at giving advice, but I think she's not worth it. If someone makes you overthink that much and puts you down that much to the point where you doubt yourself, you need to out yourself first and realize your worth for the sake of your happiness. If you can afford therapy, I think it's be great if you go e...... 1 reply

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Kickassalien 22 04,2021

pls message me! reply

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rayha 22 04,2021

Hmm when I got in fights with my discord friends I would overthink it and hate myself. Honestly after I ended friendships with certain people discord stopped being important and so did they. People you meet online can change you and leave a lasting effect but when you're offline they literally can't affect your actual life in any way. You still hav...... reply

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