I Hate You.
Please dont do this, I dont want to do it anymore please stop. Why did you do it, why did you ruin me, YOU RUINED ME YOU BASTARD KILL YOURSELF I HATE UOU YOU RUINED ME YOU MADE ME DIRTY andbits all my fault... its all my fault its all, my, *sniff* fault... I wish someone loved me, I wish someone told me they loved me, hugged me when I was sad, and be with me always. Sadly, life doesnt work that way, not for a crybaby and useless child like me. Why did you do it, I was so young too... I WAS SO YOUNG WHY, WHY GOD WHY ME WHY AM I SO MISERABLE I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY PLEASE... PLEASE JUST END ME, WHY CANT I CHOKE MYSELF AM I TOO MUCH OF A COWARD? I dont want to live anymore, it was fun while it lasted but please stop, let me be at peace Im done, dont make me suffer anymore, please... please. I hate you. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH IT WAS YOU YIU DID THIS TO ME I HATE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE JUST STOP IT STOP WHISPERING TO ME STOP IT GET OUT OF MY HEAD urgh, I dont want to do this anymore...
Im sorry, to all those who're worried or thinking im faking it for attention, this is my way of coping with trauma. Sorry if it bothers you, as I can stop please dont yell at me. Please believe me.
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20 04,2021