The Man And The Child *tw* pedophilia and grooming.

While playing hide and seek with you, I quickly dashed for the closet, muffled giggling could be heard, you were searching around the room, looking for me and once you found me, you picked me up by my waist, and gave me a hug, things seemed so pleasant, so nice, so, why did you do that to me, why did you do awful things to me, touching me in places, forcing me. Why, I trusted you...

After eating a bit of lunch, you told me, "Lets try a new game, okay? One that you can do on the bed." "Is it fun" I asked. "Of course it is! Come on, the __ Express will take you there!" As I laughed , unknowing of what would happen... you were just there smiling, knowing what you'd do to me,knowing that you'd make me umpure.. I hate you.

Once we got on the bed, you put me on your lap and gave me a doll to keep myself occupied, you then touched me all around, and even touched my private parts, then, you said, "Lets do something even better, you'll feel good." I nodded becuse I was a curious, I wanted to experience new things, especially if it felt good to do it. However, what you did, I will never be able to recover again... I hate you, I hate you.

You locked the door and took out your penis, holding my chin with your hand, forcing my mouth open. I tried to get out of your grasp but I couldnt, I felt trapped. You then grabbed both of my arms with your other arm and forced your penis into my mouth, causing me to gag and cry. "P-Puease stop, I ont won o o dis anymore..." I say, tears streaming down my face. You look me in the eyes and say, "Shut up, you're too noisy." The once kind and warm face was now looking at me with cold and heartless eyes. My heart sunk, knowing it was my fault. I felt, gloomy, terrible, like I was helpless. Once I went to school, I hung my head, thinking everone would think I was dirty, maybe the man told the school and I would get in trouble. So I never told anyone, never spoke to anyone, kept my head low. And was silent.

I regret doing that, I wish i'd told my parents sooner, but its too late now. I hate you, I hate yoy, I hate yoy I HATE YOU I HATE YOU KILL YOURSELF YOURE A FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH YOU FUCKING MONSTER I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY... WHY DID YOU DO THAT I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN I wish.. I wish.. I was never born.