I need therapy because i really enjoy this song

Its called "i deserve to bleed" by sushi soucy so if you want to listen then here

Orig: https://youtu.be/cA64x2PQTsU

1 hour ver.: https://youtu.be/BCRCnS0Bp2I

I really like it because of the tune and its catchy so i've been singing it every now and then
The only thing wrong with it is the lyrics and the title, they're horrid (the lyrics are good but its talking about body gore-) :D
Enjoy the song ig
I heard it hits different if you're trans