I might be gender fluid HELP owo
Okay, I’ve classified myself as a “fujoshi” for most of my days of reading bl, and I thought my interest in bl/mlm was becoming fetish-like. I’m between bi and pan rn (never dated so-) and I thought that’s why I always imagine myself as a dude getting it on with another dude. HOWEVER (here’s the kicker) for the first time I clearly thought to myself while looking at a panel of a uke being cute “I wish I had a peen so I could...ya know” etc etc. I mean having one biologically attached to my body. And then everything fell into place:
- I already get misgendered ( because of my deep voice) and baggy clothes combo, but I’ve never really cared, in fact I didn’t dislike or feel off put by it ever
-a lot of days I think “I wish I had a male -like body” but there’s this weird debate in my mind cause I also love my female body as it is.
- but the reason I can’t bring myself to a conclusion is because I feel that I may just have a prolonged liking to bl that spurred these thoughts, rather than me actually being gender fluid.
┗( T﹏T )┛
Coming from a non binary "girl", it's not always necessary to put a label on yourself because this sort of stuff is difficult to fully understand. But I can recommend using he/him or whatever pronouns when like referring to yourself or ask a close friend to refer to you in that way. That can kind of help with figuring out your stance on your gender......
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09 04,2021
