Best friend

So um I had this boy bestfriend back in college...everybody started shipping us which kinda made our bestfriend status akward haha... suddenly um his other bestfriend told me he liked me but I didnt know how to react because I only wanted to stay friends with him..so in reply I told his friend :

sorry I dont like him..I just wanted to be bestfriend until the end haha..but tell him thanks :D

so um the next day was kinda akward... He avoided me every single day with a frowning face on his look knowing I caused this haha... but then his friend messaged me and told me if I was single...he was still the same friend who told " my bestfriend " I didnt like him so kinda thought he knew..
so when I told him I was single he was kinda suprised...dont know why ;-;
As few days passed...same cycle him avoiding me and me avoiding him
Not Until that stupid fvkn bitch....that bitch had to make our situation worse by inviting us to a blind date party but of course i refused but guess what she knew my address and GUESS WHAT MY PARENTS APPROVED WOW... when we arrived the whole time I was thinking...lol I wish he isnt there but lady luck wasnt on my side now was she...sitting there grabbing everyone's attention by his looks....Now I understand why people would want him in a blind date ;-;|| .... the moment I saw him ohoho let me tell you when I ran in the speed of light faster than fckn lighting I wasnt kidding I got out of that stupid room called a taxi and ran back home and read bl :D...then everything went normal but still same cycle.....And this is how I ended up in mangago reading bl and isekai and romance ;-;

welp thats my story haha hope you find my trauma funny :DDDD
(●'◡'●)ﾉ bye~