You really don't have to read this

I'm a terrible person. I'm a failure of a human. Why was I even born in the first place. Look at me, trying my best not to break into tears writing this in my aunt's living room. I am worthless and a piece of garbage. I'm just an annoyance to everyone I know. A worthless person like me shouldn't even exist. I loathe myself so much. Sorry, for bringing people down with this. I'll try to leave you guys alone for a while.

Edit - I feel somewhat better after writing this, but i still feel guilty for everything I've said.