Realization

Istg when mangago was down for days I realize something about me...
1. the fact that I don't believe that relationship actually works. either one's gonna cheat then break up. or just. break up. that's it.
even tho I've readd sooo many romance, not once I think about it's gonna happen that way, or wished it was real and hoping it happen to me.
and yes, I already had a few relationships before, the shortest was 3 months. and the longest was 1,5year.

2. the fact that I stays on mangago 24-7 so when it was down I don't even know what to do.