My grandma passed last monday, and I’ve been turning to unhealthy habits to cope. I wanna be better, for myself and for my mom. I have no motivation whatsoever to work on school assignments, I just keep getting up at 6am grabbing my skates and not coming back till late at night. I’m barely eating or sleeping it just feels wrong to. I feel guilty for feeling sad, I feel guilty for feeling happy, I just can’t win. When I am home I just lock myself in my room and get so hyperfixated with reading, doing anything else seems impossible. How do I function normally when my mind is in a fucked up state?
Firstly, I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you get a variety of positive answers to this post, because I don't think one simple response is going to cut it. Everybody deals with grief differently and you may have to sift through a number of different methods before you find something you're comfortable with.
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Just try to be happy that she lived a full life instead of being sad she died It’s all about perspective. Like when you eat cake your not sad it’s gone you’re happy you got to eat it 2 reply
I'm very sorry for your loss. What helped me get through the passing of my brother was thinking back on all the happy memories we had together. He was a very funny guy and made everyone laugh wherever he went. Thinking back on some of the things he would say make me laugh to myself. I was devastated and in a depressed state for a couple of weeks af...... reply