ok rant ig
idk what the fuck is wrong with my family and their twisted, sick way of calling abuse "love". my sister has threatened to kill my whole family including me, actually stuck a knife to my throat, told me to kill myself, physically hit me for for months no reason, and calls me stupid, ugly, fat, and ret**ded. I gave her so many chances to make our relationship better, year after year, and each time she made me lose more and more trust. I'd rather off myself than get on "good terms" with the same person that gives me ptsd symptoms.
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I'm told my sister nearly chocked me to death when I was a toddler and my mom praised her for stopping. She also called me ugly, fat, ret**ded ect for years while I was dealing with health issues, and my family said it's because she was jealous of me, like no.. but ok. Obviously not as bad a knife to your throat, but sometimes ppl are fucked up. She needs some serious help. I hope you don't have to see her too often. I moved to a different country just so I wouldn't have to deal with mine haha.. Sending genuine love to you stranger (づ￣ ³￣)づ