I hate myself

SOO I HAD THIS CUTE MF DREAM!!
I had a cute soft boyfriend, and I fucking cheated on him with his best friend omfg I cant- yeah so his bestie was like nice and gave me chocolates hehe. BUTT THE GUY MY CUTE BOYFRIEND OMG HE WAS FUCKING CRYING BC I CHEATED BUT YET HE STILL CUTE..AND YEHA THERE'S A STUPID ASS SAND STORM AND HE PROTECTED ME I HUGGED HIM AND I FUCKING WOKE UP MOTHER FUCKER