I never met him becuase he killed himself.

I live in Korea and he lived in Japan. We met through a online art community. We both liked kpop and anime so we became really close. But since he had 21K followers we decided to keep it secret for his fans and mine. I had 1k+ at the time. Then he had his first suicide attempt. He was recovering and fell off the stairs cause if him to get amnesia. He forgot about me. But a week later he remembered! I was so happy. But no long after that he killed himself successfully and now he is dead.