anybody else scared to fall in love ?

It’s not the idea of falling in love that scares me, but the actions that’ll happen after it. I’m scared i’ll get to obsessive, possessive or compulsive bc i already do it with friends even though i try not to act on it or show it. i’m just scared i’ll end up doing something i’ll regret if i do fall in love or if the love expires idk what id do either. tbh i’m scared of myself. i’m wondering if i should get some help over these thoughts especially since i grow obsessive over ppl who show me attention but i feel like i have to proof of it and i don’t want to seem crazy.

sorry for the rant just wanted to get this off my chest