Friends had boyfriends, I had none
Hey, Im 18 and never had a boyfriend, i dont know if its me or that I have just never meet the right boys....
All my friends in school had/have a boyfriend, I had a few online chats or dates but it never lasted more than a few weeks.Im very shy and bad at speaking thats why it gets uncomfortable.
When I was younger i was very big/fatt( sry dont know how its in englisch) thats why I am self conscious and i know now i look bether than before but when i look in a mirror i see my old me
Some friends tell me a boyfriend comes natural and I have to wait, but when I see them together cuddling or kissing i get jealous and just want what they have....
I hope my englisch isnt so bad ╥﹏╥
I came to realize sometime around 21 that I am actually asexual, but throughout my high school years I struggled with that thought. I wanted a boyfriend for the sake of having one, not because I really feel the need to have one.
I would look at other girls and their interactions with the guys and would think "what are they doing that I'm not?" And......
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23 07,2018
