Friends had boyfriends, I had none
Hey, Im 18 and never had a boyfriend, i dont know if its me or that I have just never meet the right boys....
All my friends in school had/have a boyfriend, I had a few online chats or dates but it never lasted more than a few weeks.Im very shy and bad at speaking thats why it gets uncomfortable.
When I was younger i was very big/fatt( sry dont know how its in englisch) thats why I am self conscious and i know now i look bether than before but when i look in a mirror i see my old me
Some friends tell me a boyfriend comes natural and I have to wait, but when I see them together cuddling or kissing i get jealous and just want what they have....
I hope my englisch isnt so bad ╥﹏╥
Something I realized over time, no matter what you look like or what you think you look like you can have lovers. But I get it. I’ve struggled with body dysmorphia and acute shyness. I dealt with it in unhealthy ways->becoming extremely promiscuous (which is fine if you enjoy it, but it made me feel like crap) and drinking & doing drugs to deal w......
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23 07,2018
