don't do it!

I did, and it didn't work out.

He liked me in freshman year of high school, but I didn't see him in that light back then. Flash forward to senior year and I could not stop thinking about this guy. He'd drive me crazy by sending mixed signals all the time. He'd hold my hand under the table. He leaned over and said he liked me one time. We'd talk all the time, share our dreams, told each other about our insecurities. We even talked about moving to NYC together one day. We were only ourselves when with each other (at least that's how I saw it).

He found out that I was hiding something and confronted me about it. I said I'd tell him my secret after graduation, because he was going to the North for college and I felt I couldn't be hurt if I had the summer to heal. Summer comes, he texts me at 1 AM asking about it. My heart felt heavy from hiding for so long so I told him...just said "I like you." He didn't feel the same way and swept it under the carpet ever since. We didn't talk about it more than maybe 2 minutes lol.

Our relationship is back to normal now, but I've kind of been on guard when it comes to boys ever since. To think your best friend would be the one that hurts you most, ha.