studying problems
i don't have many friends and i'm not really active user of any other app/site lol i spend really lot time here so idk where else can i talk about stuff like that.
its my first year(second semester) at university and i just saw that my new lecturer at c++ will be guy with terrible reputation. everybody says he is fucking devil and doesn't lets students to pass his subject. i'm really terrified, espeacily because majority of my tution fee is payed by govermant and also by my own university since i had high scores as exam results. i don't have money to pay its fucking expensive so i need to study hard ,get high scores and maintain that advantage. but since i was studying everything online and also im very fucking shy and insecure i couldn't ask questions my lecturers or even coursemates(idk any of them) and im kinda below them lol basically i fucked up, i was cheating, also family problems and i had no motivation for studying. now idkk what to do i don't even know where from should i start studying. whenever i try to watch some tutorial video online im persuaded by recomendations and watch some shitty unnecessary stuff. also english is foreign language for me and i study in english at university also evrything is in english at internet and sometimes i can't fully understand everythingg.....yeaa im in trouble and i just wanted to share it....
also idk maybe someone could help me with c++ or we could study together,give motivation and help out each other...
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For some reason listening to certain poems on YouTube helps me with my motivation (I’d recommend the YouTube channel called “illneas” https://youtube.com/c/illneas). Maybe find what motivates you, why you want to study that career or what you want to accomplish in the future. You need to find passion in what you do because that’s when you learn best (example, you probably don’t remember things that are boring to you). English isn’t my first language either but theirs a page called “z-library” where you can download books for free. Im assuming you’re studying programming, so maybe you could read the “c++ book for dummies” (I’m not trying to say you’re dumb lol, that’s just what the book is called and I think it’s for beginners) or you could search for other books related to programming. (PD, I use Google translator for things I don’t understand and in the long run my vocabulary gets bigger, so don’t worry about words that you don’t know, you can always Google it lol) You can probably start from the basics and then learn more difficult things, and try not to get to overwhelmed with all the information. Get a notebook and maybe you could divide the things you need to learn in c++ into smaller goals. It’s okay to take breaks and remember to drink lots of water ヽ༼ ▽ ༽╯If socializing is hard for you maybe you could email the profesor or ask for help, because no one will know what you’ve been going through if you don’t tell them ٩(^ᴗ^)۶ You could also try some sites for programming and see which one you like the best, or try to stick to one tutorial (on YouTube) or else you will get more confused, it’s like if your trying to bake a cake but only read instructions from different recipes and in the end you only get more confused on how to bake just one cake. Sorry if my advice isn’t good, but I just want to say, don’t give up, there’s always a way :) and remember, health comes first <3
“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.” ~Winston Churchill