confession

I have a crush on my dad's best friend so I bought the cologne he wears so I can spray it on my pillow and hug it......   3 reply

i hate children   reply

i frequently fantasize about dying. like no emo shi, but fr i just sit and stare and get so lost in thought about how much easier and stress free it’d be. im not as suicidal as i used to be and i won’t act upon it since i’ve been to the in hospital stay a couple of times but i sometimes just wonder how long some people in my life will live an......   reply

I want to cry but I don't so I hold it in. Lost hope in everything, began to hate everyone including myself, I wish I had the ability to change my appearance and personality based on age and gender, my mental health is crap and I have nobody to talk to because I don't trust anyone anymore. Questioning whether I'm sane or insane and have cut off con......   1 reply

i make up fake scenarios in my head so i can sleep when i cant   2 reply