Do you feel like this as well?
I was scrolling through Pinterest and came across this quote and it ended up being the most relatable thing I`ve read in a long while. I do not have an answer on how to solve it since I`m going through it myself but I just want to say you`re not alone.
“I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn’t even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn’t talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.”
— Yiwei Chai, The Jacaranda Years
Ya I do.I feel like" I know I can do better but what am I doing even after knowing it?" I distract from that thoughts for a while n start thinking again..I have the fire to do better but it dies very easily.. n the fact I could write this here surprise me now..I mean I thought I was the weird one turns out people do usually think abt these things..
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22 02,2021