I can't anymore-

I lowkey, selfishly want to feel some validation right now. I'm just so tired and done after being everyone's therapist. I just- CAN'T. I feel horrible but I know if I tell my parents they'll just tell me that I do this to myself. Maybe I do. Maybe I'm self-destructive to seek attention. GOD this is like the second time I post about my feelings on the internet because I feel like I can't talk about anyone about what I'm feeling. If I don't talk to some irl I'll be beseeched for being secretive and if I do then I'll be labeled to just be overly sensitive. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO BE? I just feel so alone right now...