I feel lonely - want to talk..?
I am 20. And it's been like 2 years since I entered college.
And it's been 2 years now that I don't really talk to anyone anymore. And until nowadays it didn't really bothered me. I felt that I didn't want/need to force friendship. To force my way into other's lives.
But I don't know why it bothers me now. In fact I do have friends. But we are not really talking or anything with most of them. And I do have a close friend. But she encountered new people, new friends, and she is really busy anyway.
I realised that I used to talk to some people I loved every day some years ago. And how fun it was..
But I'm also so shy.. Sometimes I want to punch myself. When someone comes to talk to me, I just don't know what to say. I'm so scared to be categorized as boring that I become boring.
I think that I'm thinking too much.
But right now, I want to meet knew people. And really talk to them.
I'm a fujoshi. I love when stories have a good plot, I love vocaloid music so much, I love Kingdom hearts and persona and The Last of Us and- I have a soft spot for interesting yaoi, and RP is so interesting, and- and would you be interested in speaking with me?
Who are you? What do you like? I want to know more about you
I can relate to you so much. I want to get to know new people too but I'm so damn shy xD
right now I'm really obsessed with Detroit: become human! love this game!!
and I'm a fujoshi too. I like animes, kpop, kdrama,.. and a lot of other stuff
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if you like to talk/write with me u can add me on line my ID : nhudan
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07 06,2018
Hey! I'm also 20 and have been in college for 2 years! I 100% know how you're feeling, although I was lucky enough to make some friends in my major so it's not too bad when I'm in school. However, even with my new friends, I feel like I'm missing something important and I always feel so alone and that nobody likes me enough to want to stick around.......
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07 06,2018
Hey... I am 17 and currently attempting to get into college.
I don't think I've ever formed any friendship. I did treasure some people, but was it mutual? They certainly had others who were way more important than I, others who provided what I could not, ever. Because I'm an ass. Too stupid, too scary, too inadequate for others to feel comfortable......
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08 06,2018
Oh Geez I can relate so much to you right now
Hmm.. I think when it comes to me when I go to college my mind just go to defence mode like.. *people please don't come near me I don't know what to say go u* ...or something like that.. I can't really explain it even though I do have a lot of friends but it's kinda hard to start a new relationship with......
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08 06,2018
I'm 20 as well and I will be doing a study Japanese starting next year. Not this year or the year before that one because I was to busy with not doing anything - my version of a gap-year (times two).
Coincidentally, I as well - just like probably almost every other person on this site :3 - am a fujoshi. Question: have you ever tried making yaoi ar......
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08 06,2018
I can relate soooo much to this wow??? I’m in my 2nd year of college too and since I went into med school I used to study 10-12hours a day everyday so I gradually just stopped talking to people and lost a lot of friends including my supposed best one lol
It’s not like we’re fighting or anything we just really barely talk and never see each o......
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08 06,2018
Hello! I’m 20 and I completely know how you feel. I’m in the military so it’s already too difficult for me to have that many friends cuz I’m moving around a lot but even when I try to make friends I just can’t make the connection I want to make cuz most of them don’t even like anime and I won’t even mention yaoi to them (it’s too em......
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12 06,2018
Hey. I'm Bri and I am 19 years old (about to be 20 in August). I currently took a year off of college because I thought maybe I should stay and help my family out but now I just feel burdened at the responsibilities that were given to me. I currently have 1 best friend, however, I don't tell her everything because I am scared about what she will th......
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08 06,2018
Hello
I'm Rosa, and next month I'll be 20. I delayed my studies in a year, because I'm not enough confident in myself. At the moment, I'm doing my military service, which is going to end in two months. I don't know why but I guess life sometimes is too much for me, like, many people in their late 30 keep saying that I'm too young, and once I'll sta......
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08 06,2018
I'm 19 years old and a college student. I'm a fujoshi and literally hiding it because my friends felt disgusting. I don't really have anyone to talk to about it and discomfort with people around me and don't talk much
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08 06,2018
