I feel lonely - want to talk..?
I am 20. And it's been like 2 years since I entered college.
And it's been 2 years now that I don't really talk to anyone anymore. And until nowadays it didn't really bothered me. I felt that I didn't want/need to force friendship. To force my way into other's lives.
But I don't know why it bothers me now. In fact I do have friends. But we are not really talking or anything with most of them. And I do have a close friend. But she encountered new people, new friends, and she is really busy anyway.
I realised that I used to talk to some people I loved every day some years ago. And how fun it was..
But I'm also so shy.. Sometimes I want to punch myself. When someone comes to talk to me, I just don't know what to say. I'm so scared to be categorized as boring that I become boring.
I think that I'm thinking too much.
But right now, I want to meet knew people. And really talk to them.
I'm a fujoshi. I love when stories have a good plot, I love vocaloid music so much, I love Kingdom hearts and persona and The Last of Us and- I have a soft spot for interesting yaoi, and RP is so interesting, and- and would you be interested in speaking with me?
Who are you? What do you like? I want to know more about you
I can relate soooo much to this. I'll be 23 in august. I HAVE FOUR CATS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, they mean the world to me.
i failed two years in college so i'm still in 3rd year.
i feel lonely all the time and actually i start to enjoy my own company.
people are trash i hate most of them, actually i have friends but i always feel strange and alone......
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10 06,2018
I am 21 and 13 months old XD. I was doing engineering and discontinued it... So am a dropout and like that I have wasted 4 years of life. I like to make friends but am having trouble when I speak (dyslexia and expressive language disorder) and I have been made fun by the people I met in my college days but now we are like best friends lol. And now ......
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08 06,2018
My dear, almost everything you’ve said about yourself is the same for me, including age and college life!
I’m a rookie fujoshi; I got into it through FanFiction first, and now I’m exploring Manga and anime. My fave show is Yuri!!! On Ice, any manga with a plot is fair game to me, and I don’t have any fujoshi friends to personally gush wit......
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08 06,2018
Hey there! I think I know how you feel. I'm 18, will be 19 this year and a freshman college, our school just recently started and I already have a hard time choosing friends. In fact I want to approach them but I'm too awkward to do that. I really hate group works and projects since I don't want to work with lazy people that I don't even know, too ......
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08 06,2018
Hi! I'm 23 years old. I haven't read any manga/Manhwa that's Yaoi, but I'm planning on doing. so wanna give me some recommendations? I love yuri, btw. haha! but I'm a flexible person so pretty sure I'll love yaoi as well. after all, just like you, I love it when the stories have a good plot. Hit me up! ID: Jeshii62
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10 06,2018
I'm 20 (turning 21 but my bday is too far lol) and I'm going to my 4th year at uni. I can honestly relate so much to this b/c I have acquaintances (e.g. from work) but I only have two close friends, and sometimes I feel like a bother to them. I still like making new friends and even talking to people, but now it just gives me constant anxiety whene......
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10 06,2018
hello, im kai! i dont like saying my age, but i kinda understand how you feel... all my friends are working and on college, and too busy for me, who am just a neet. im a boring person to talk to... i never know what to say, but we have three interests in common, kingdom hearts, vocaloid and yaoi... so if you are interested, im here!
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10 06,2018
Hi! I’m always down to talk (though I’m hella awkward talking to people online but I try my best) my name is sarah and I’m 16 and live in the US, Arizona. I don’t really ever talk to people either ever since I started online school two years ago (though some shit went down and I will now just be getting my ged eventually)
I love nature, pa......
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11 06,2018
Hi sweet! Hope I can help you and have a good talk. I'm May and I am 19, and - guess what - I'm from Brazil! I'm in college and my life it's kind of boring too, bc I don't use to really talk with people, but I love to. I'm really into yaoi stuff and everything about that, a weirdo fujoshi! But I love animes too, and every type of songs, I like to w......
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11 06,2018
Hello! I'm 23 years old, haven't gone to college, and just quit my full time job due to drama! So I'm a ball of stress that is job hunting and spending way too much time on the internet!
I can relate though. I barely talk to my friends anymore, they either moved, or found new people to talk to. I'm far too used to keeping myself company. I didn't ......
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11 06,2018
