Dating my bestfriend

I have a boyfriend and both of as are bi and trans males so we talked alot before we started dating. He was dating one of my Ex frineds and she was......a fucked up person to say the least and she still is. They dated for a month our two and within that month our too anytime i saw him I waould think he looked cute our that I really liked him and it got me too worry, I liked him whn he was dating my "friend"!!! I got scared as fuck about it. I never
told anyone I liked him. But he told me one day that the girl he was dating made four people broke up with him and he sent me screen shots of what she was saying to him. I texted the girl and yelled at her saying she can't just keep doing this to people! she has had so many lovers this school year and once she ends a relationship she starts another one. and that's what happend she started dating someone else. I was still in love with my the boyfrined (were still were not dating yet). And one day he told me he got a boyfrined and I was so upset but i didn't tell him that in stead I said i was really happy for him. (this was like 5 months after him and that girl broke up) 3 months went by and he was still dating his new bpyfrend and I was really upset and one day in my choures class my frined lily started tlking about him (good things) and i said "if he only knew" and lily was like wait....YOU LIKE HIM!!!! And i told her no.....but she relized I was lieing so she told me that it was ok and that it would be fine! and she helped me threw it and shit. My boyfrined started to cuddle with me if that makes scenc like he would put his head on my leg and on my sholder and just sit there like that and people started shiping us and i sware they were trying to blow my cover bc lily told a few people i'm pretty sure so R.I.P my soul, but I really liked it. When he was on my sholder one day he told me he wanted to dumb his ex boyfrined and asked me how too. (they were dating online and shit btw) and I asked him why and it was bc his ex never talked to him so i tol him just say "hey can we talk?" and than just say yu don't want to date him anymore. He did that and we vid clled the same day bc he was sad about it I was fucking happy as hell tho. He told me that he liked someone else and that's also why he dumbed him and I was like "oh shit i'm going to fucking die again" and my dumb self said "I like someine too" and we said we would say who liked on a count of three and we both said YOU! so yeah.....turns out we both liked each other......I was shook as fuck and I was happy. A few day later we talked about it and he asked me out! I was said yes and omfg I'm still really happy to be dating him I honestly fucking love him!!!!! Tho the bad thing is my mom found out like two weeks ago and she took my phone away and she won't let me hangout with him and we really mis holding hands and cuddles and kisses and ughhhhhhhh it sucks but we hold hands in school secretly sometimes lol we did that yesterday in chores. But It worked out and we still talk like normal frineds and lovers, so it may have taken a long fucking time to happen but it did. I hope our story can help someone out if they like there frined.(づ￣ ³￣)づ