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My very first yaoi manga was Sekaiichi Hatsukoi. The anime was really nice and heart warming so I thought I'd give it a try. I was hesitant though, because a friend said that mangas have the tendency to be more... explicit, and I was just a newbie in the world of yaoi at the time. It turned out fine though my mind had been in a constant shade of moss green since then, probably because it had slipped down the gutter and stayed there ever since. My first actual dip on the world of gayness is probably this Aokaga fic I read a few years back, though . But I think I've been unconsciously shipping male characters even when I was really young when I think about it. I've been perfectly fine with Juubei and Kazuki and Touya and Yukito afterall, I think I even feel a bit giddy watching them being together. The only difference between now is probably the fact that my innocence had been long gone wwww. Ever since I started, I really can't stop. I've been watching BL movies, listening to BL CDs, playing BL games, reading fanfics...everything probably. I even started shipping true people (read: Kpop idols), and that's something I thought I wasn't ever going to be able to do even with years of yaoi. I think majority of what I know about sex came from yaoi. Fetishes, kinks, heck I don't even know there's such things as sex toy until I read a manga with one!