First Yaoi

My first yaoi was at the age seven, I was about to turn eight so I usually say that I was eight when I got into yaoi. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
My first shounen ai was Hana nomi zo Shiru (Only the Flower Knows) and then it's sequel, which was a yaoi. （￣へ￣）
At first I stared at the dick for a while, thinking, "is that an arm?" Σ( ￣□￣||)
Soon after reading all that, I started to read Ten Count, but I dropped that series because it was a bit slow on updating and moved on to watching anime yaoi. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
It was when I watched Sekaiichi Hatsukoi that I found out that yaoi was just chicoxchico or boyxboy or shounenxshounen. I was slow on the uptake, but I continued out of curiosity due to all the dicks being censored out. I was a bit perverted and had started 'touching myself' around the age five and wound up doing it again out of curiosity and the fact that it 'feels'. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Eventually, one of my closest friends just started to be distant to me that I felt that I was disgusting and that everything around me was dirty. (︶︿︶)
I had always had that sense of 'everything around me was dirty' and soon, I became a clean-freak and 'don't touch me' kinda person. I think that's why I started reading Ten Count once again because I felt that I really could connect to how the main character felt. (〜￣△￣)〜