Not even in my dreams

Nope, never. I fear rejection. I would always tell myself that I have to get on their level first before even considering it. Because of I being 100% honest with myself I have tastes that are way out of my league... ╥﹏╥

Although I feel like even if I managed to see myself as a perfect 10 o still wouldn't....im just really awkward around people I'm actually interested in. Like the run if I see you coming my way kind of awkward.