ya me too that's why I use a rope in my room to choke myself sometimes but instead of taking my life I hide her cane in place she can't see so my sisters and I look for it and scold her for leaving it all over the place reply
Well I totally get you...
When my sister or mom tells me to stop reading mangas,etc. Cause it's useless. I seriously want to shout and tell them that all those times I wanted to kill myself the shit that comforted me is thing they tell me to stop doing... That's like telling me to stop breathing cause it's useless ( ╹▽╹ ) reply