I know it's really weird and that's why I need advice about this. This year both my older sister and my older brother are going to have children. I know it's wonderful and all but at the same time I'm feeling incredibly sad. We're very close and I fear that they start a new life with a new family without me. I know it's selfish and irrational but I can't help feeling that way. Have anyone ever experienced something like that before ?
