I'm confused???

>I'm a girl and a straight
>I mostly read yaoi
>Can't read/watch straight hentai with plot coz I imagine myself as the girl

So, the problem is I'm totally fine reading yuri. How do I explain this. I got, let's just say, turned on by that sometimes(?). My first ever porn that I watched is two girls doing it. When I was around 7 or 8 maybe? I saw a glimpse on an anime in the tv, the clothes that the girls are wearing is kind of revealing. And guess what, I got intrigued. Now, I'm watching porn just for the girls. I'm also reading hentai just for the girls. I also like the tag "solo action." I won't say anything more than that but I think you can tell my problem. I'm starting to doubt if that's normal when you're a straight but I only had crushes on guys. My current emotions are in a mess rn. I sometimes imagine having a partner either a man or woman just to confirm which gender I really am attracted to? Sometimes I'm feeling happy and inlove but sometimes it's disgusting for me. It just confuses me because since I was a kid, I really like seeing a woman's body BUT seeing a dick irl, disgusts me. I'm thinking this for years now if I'm really straight?
Maybe, I'm forgetting some details here, but ask me to be clear on something! Please don't say any hateful comments, I'm easily hurt :'( If I said anything wrong here, you can correct me without being mean :'(

Ps. If my grammar is kind of confusing, you can also ask me what I meant by it.